ooy I'm a giant scardy!

What is wrong with me. If any thing comes up that I wanna do, I freak out! This will be the 3rd year of basketball that I've done and I'm nervouse as all get about just going to open gym. I know I'm not that great of a player, but I would HATE to be the one who caused the team to lose that one point that could've made the difference in a victory. It also bugs me a whole ton when I practice practice practice and I get worse. Its like when I first start shooting, I can make some shots but after one practice I barely hit the rim! Every time before a game I'm as nervouse as a cot fish! I panick and start forgetting the plays! I seem to only be able to play one part of a play when others could do any position of the play and I get confused with one wrong move. I call that pitiful! I just hate not being able to catch on with techniques and moves. Plus I don't have much time to practice. I AllWAYS get a knot in my stomache :(

ok so one day just after the reunion I was looking for bonnie and doing little odd jobs. so I went out to look for bonn and I hear my cat mewing. I thought she was on top of the roof and figured she would just come down evenually. but bonn comes up tp me and said she had been looking for her for like twenty min.s becuase she was mewing but bonnie could figure out where she was. so we realized as we stood on the front porch that she had somehow amazingly gotton inbetween the the roof and ceiling out side, if that even makes sence. so I didn't have time to deal with it. she had got in she could get herself out. so I went swimming with my buddies. when I got back I found Bailey Calvin spencer and Braden all waiting and wanting to show me something. I go in the garage and find my cat with two kittens. HOW could she have kittens?? she just had kittens!! so she moves them to a bush and when I come to check on her she had two MORE kittens. so I've almost thought about calling her HORR KITTY. (HEE) what do you guys thing.?

aimee nan and I

aunt kattie and uncle shan left for millie's reception in virginia from a thursday to a tuesday. nani and aimee and I had the funnest time. we ate like heck, but it was soo good. we also went to church and stayed up till 3 A.M every night. it was awesome. I hope every person can get friends like us three. we know each other backwards and forwards. side ways and longways. inside out. its great.

I finally get to start guitar lessons. its at Grives music store in Ontario. I get to go on wednesdays at 4P.M. I have also had an increase of cats and this time I'm determined to get them all fixed. so if any one wants any you canget one.

ward girls camp

holy cow!!!!!!!!! I just had the most funnest experience, that I've had in a long time. we had a ward girls camp and me and my buddies did everything. we went swimming at Givens hot springs and we piged out on junk food while staying up late to like 3:30. it was pretty awsome especially when you have 4 or 5 rolls of toilet paper to sasbatage with and a big bottle of mohawk jell to spike your hair all crazy just for fun. sister Hail is now the new YM president and she is so awsome and funny. its so awsome when you don't have to stress out and just go have fun.

Summer Plans

I have no idea what I'm doing or how to do this, but I'm going to give it a try. I'm so stinking excited to get out school in five weeks though!!
I'm hoping to take some serious Guitar lessons to hone my wicked skills!
As for jobs, it's a balance of earning and saving money, and spending it and having fun- How do I decide!?